Home? Family? Love? I am begining to question it all.

Is home place where feel like an outsider? Where your family feel like complete strangers? When you don't even remember how you said you once loved these people. I don't think so.

When you feel like your house is a home, your family are just people, what does that make you? Apparently an arguing, interupting, can't stop talking back bitch who needs a midol.

Why should you feel like an outsider or uncomfortable in your own home? Why should have to defend yourself against your "family", oh right, because they have nothing better than to put you down.

Why do I crymself to sleep?, Why does babysitting, world youth day, and school feel like a break? Why do I find myself saying I want to go home when I am standing under my roof? There is a problem with most of these questions, I can't come up with an answer.

I had to get it off my chest

I.Q #5

I.Q  #5

"Feel the rain on your skin,
no one else can feel it for you
no one else, no one else, can
speak the words on your lips,
live your life with arms wide
open, treat yourelf with words
unspoken, the rest is still
unwritten."    -Natasha Bedingfeild

This one says it all :)

I.Q #4

I.Q #4

"You see money doesn't matter" -HEATH FREAKIN LEDGER!!!

I love this one because we live in a world controlled by money wheather we
like it or not so I wish for just onw second, I had the guts to do what William
did and give up every cent he had to pursue something he dreamed of doing
all his life... And I wish I had the money to give up.... one day... one day :)

But on another note this also tells me to focus less on money and the more
important things like FAMILY ;) and My world youth day group :)
(FYI they are the same people :D) Anyway take a moment when you read this
and focus on something other than what makes the world go round :)

LOOOOVE Heath Ledger BTW :)  RIP :(

My Birthday 2012

I turned 15 this last Thursday :) (Thank you for the birthday wishes everyone)

I honestly don't feel that different, I can't wait to turn 16... well 18 really.
I don't want to be under the control of another person so controlling and
errr...

But besides the favt that I wish I had a time machine...
I had an awesome party with some of my most best friends in the world :)

We watched movies and played just dance :)

Me :D

My name is Kaitlin Lyman,

     I was born in West Valley City, Utah to my mom, Jennifer and my dad, Dustin. I had an
older brother Dustin Jr. Six months old I had to undergo my very first surgery, Brain Surgey
at that. I had no soft spot and my head could not grow properly, after a 4in. by 4in. square was
cut from my skull, and was stitiched up with thousands of stitches on my head, I got to go home.
     I was constentlyt a getting sick, at the age of 19 months I had to have yet another surgery, I had
holes in my uretor tubes so they had to get patched up.
At the age of three I had a huge change in my life, My mom and dad got divorced. Me and My
brother stayed with my mom. Then Scott, my current stepdad. He had a seven year old son named
Michael. So, me, Michael, Dj, and my brand new baby brother Jacob were moved to my current home
in Grantsville.
So, I am going to skip forward a lot. It is my freshman year in high school. I love school, and I love
church. I am involved in what we call SMWYDG, saint margurite world youth day group. There are
seven of us but I don't think you can classify us as a group or even friends. We are a family. I love these
girls, I would honestly rather spend time with them then at home. I would like to say that as a joke, but its not. I know teenagers have a hard time with life and but heads with their parents, but really? This bad? to the point where I cry when I come home? That this family doesn't really feel like one? Oh, well I guess. Thats Life.


Well thats it. You know me now :)

I.Q #3

So, have you noticed that I am not so good with "daily" quotes?
From now on I am calling them, "Every Now and Then" quotes :)

I.Q #3

"Throw it into the wash,
It'll be Grand" -Leap Year

The Quote may not sound that inspiring but the way the man who said this
lives his lif so carefree and happy go lucky. I want to live like he does one day.

Thank you for showing me this movie Annie I Love it :)

I.Q #2

I.Q #2      4/12/12

Don't HOPE for SOMETHING
Don't DREAM about SOMEONE
Don't THINK about ANYTHING

Just Simply Do It!

                                 -ME!!!